Sukarnya melafazkan cinta

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I stumbled across this song while browsing for some songs on imeem to 'accompany' me while studying. The first thing about this particular song that I found was, it's very undeniable that it's so melancholic. That's my type of song... so I tried to listen to it again but this time, I was paying full attention to the lyrics of this particular song. 

Luluh hatiku yang sayu
Menatap wajahmu tenang dalam lena
Kasih ku zahirkan laku
Sedangkan bibirku jauh dari lafaznya

Dan raut tuamu membekas jiwaku
Meredakan rindu mendamaikan kalbu
Tak mungkin kutemu iras sentuhanmu
Biarpun kuredah seluruh dunia
Mencari gantimu

Betapa sukarnya menyusun bicara
Meluahkan rasa menuturkan sayang
Kasih yang terlimpah hanya sekadar
Tingkah
Cuma ungkapan kebisuan yang
Melindungkan kalimah rahsia

Masih kubiarkan waktu
Melarikan lafaz kasihku padamu

Mengapakah sukar menyusun bicara
Meluahkan rasa menuturkan sayang
Kasih yang terlimpah hanyalah sekadar
Tingkah
Cumalah ungkapan bisu kalimah rahsia

Apakah yang hilang andai dilisankan
Bait penghargaan penuh kejujuran
Tak mungkin terlihat cinta yang merona
Jika hanya renungan mata yang bersuara
Bukan atur kata

Tiada lagi ertinya pengucapan
Andai akhir nafas di hujung helaan
Sebelum mata rapat terpejam
Usah biar kehilangan
Menggantikan lafaz yang tersimpan

I was so touched by this song really, I mean it. It's true that I really love my parents, especially my mum. True enough, I had never really show or express my love towards them especially through words. Never ever in my life. Perhaps all this while I would find myself very awkward saying this - Ma, Imran sangat sayangkan mama....

Mengapakah sukar menyusun bicara
Meluahkan rasa menuturkan sayang

Am I really going to wait until it is too late for me to express and show my love and gratitude towards them? It's time for a change this time around when I am going back home, InsyaAllah. 

والله علم

والسلام عليكم